i realised i had been sucha lousy person to him all along. should have known earlier that he was trying to tell me something. he said i'm a person who don't know how to appreciate people who treats me nice. he said that to me a few weeks back. and i didn't give it much thoughts at that time. but now i understands why he told me that.
holy fcuk.
i feels so wierd ever since he stops calling me, sms-ing me, meeting me and all. why? i don't fcuking know why i'm feeling this way. i feels something is missing and this just shouldn't be the way.
and come to think of it, i haven't been treating him nice at all. i'm always throwing tantrums at him, blaming him for this and that. but nevertheless, he tolerated the every single thing that i did. never had he complained or screamed at me for once.
i don't know how to describe this kinda feeling. but well, i believe it will go away after some time. afterall, i might just be a normal passerby in his life.